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์˜์–ด ์†Œ์„ค The Living Reed, A novel of Korea (Pearl S. Buck)

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The living Reed 1963 Pearl S. Buck

 

์ด ์†Œ์„ค์€ ํŽ„ ๋ฒ… ์—ฌ์‚ฌ๊ฐ€ 1963๋…„์— ์ถœํŒํ•œ ์—ญ์‚ฌ ์†Œ์„ค๋กœ ๊ทธ ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ์ด ํ•œ๊ตญ์ด๋‹ค. ๊ตฌํ•œ๋ง๋ถ€ํ„ฐ 1945๋…„ ๊ด‘๋ณต๋˜๋˜ ํ•ด๊นŒ์ง€ ํŒŒ๋ž€๋งŒ์žฅํ•œ ํ•œ๊ตญ์˜ ์—ญ์‚ฌ์™€ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ๊ทธ ํ˜„์žฅ์— ๊นŠ์ˆ™์ด ์นจํˆฌํ–ˆ๋˜ ์•ˆ๋™ ๊น€ ์”จ ์–‘๋ฐ˜ ๊ฐ€์กฑ์˜ 4๋Œ€์— ๊ฑธ์นœ ์‚ถ์„ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์žฅํŽธ ๋Œ€ํ•˜์†Œ์„ค์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค. 

 

ํŽ„๋ฒ…์˜ <The Good Earth>๋ฅผ ์ฝ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ์šฐ์—ฐ์ฐฎ๊ฒŒ ํŽ„๋ฒ… ์—ฌ์‚ฌ์˜ 'ํ•œ๊ตญ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘'์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๊ณ  ์ž‘๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ํ•œ๊ตญ์„ ์†Œ์žฌ๋กœ ํ•œ ์†Œ์„ค์„ ์ผ๋‹ค๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค์„ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜์—ˆ๋‹ค. ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ทธ  ๋‘ ๊ถŒ ์ค‘์— ํ•œ ๊ถŒ์ด ๋ฐ”๋กœ <The Living Reed>์ด๋‹ค. 

 

์›๋ž˜๋Š” The Good Earth์˜ ๋’ค๋ฅผ ์ด์€ ์‹œ๋ฆฌ์ฆˆ๋ฅผ ์ฝ์œผ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์œผ๋‚˜ <๋Œ€์ง€>์˜ ์™•๋ฃฝ๊ณผ ์˜ค๋ž€์ด ์ฃฝ์€ ํ›„ ๋‹ค์Œ ์Šคํ† ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์˜ ๋‚ดํ‚ค์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋‹ค. <๋Œ€์ง€>๋ฅผ ์ฝ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ๋„ ์˜ค๋ž€์ด ์ฃฝ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ์˜ ๊ทธ ํ—ˆ๋ฌดํ•จ์€ ์ด๋ฃจ ๋งํ•  ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ๊ธฐ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ด๋‹ค. ๋”์šฑ์ด ์ฑ…์˜ ๋ง๋ฏธ์— ๊ทธ๋“ค์˜ ์ž์†๋“ค์ด ํ–ˆ๋˜ ์ง“์„ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๋ฉด ๊ทธ ๋’ท ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋”ฑํžˆ ๊ถ๊ธˆํ•˜์ง€๋„ ์•Š์€ ๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์˜ ์†”์งํ•œ ๋งˆ์Œ์ด๋‹ค.

 

ํŽ„ ๋ฒ… ์—ฌ์‚ฌ๋Š” ๋ช‡ ๋Œ€์— ๊ฑธ์นœ ํ•œ ์ง‘์•ˆ์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์„ ํ˜ธํ•˜๋Š” ๋“ฏํ•œ ์ธ์ƒ์„ ๋ฐ›์•˜๋‹ค. <๋Œ€์ง€> ์‹œ๋ฆฌ์ฆˆ์— ์ด์–ด ์ด ์†Œ์„ค๋„ ๋ฌด๋ ค 4๋Œ€์— ๊ฑธ์ณ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋Œ๊ณ  ๋‚˜๊ฐ„๋‹ค. ๋ฐฐ๊ฒฝ ์ง€์‹ ์—†์ด ์†Œ์„ค์„ ์ฝ๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ๊ณผ์—ฐ ์ฃผ์ธ๊ณต์ด ์ด ์†Œ์„ค์˜ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์˜€๋Š”์ง€๋Š” ์ฑ…์„ ๋‹ค ์ฝ๊ณ  ๋‚˜์„œ ์ œ๋ชฉ์„ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ์•ผ ์œ ์ถ”ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค. ์ˆ˜๋งŽ์€ ์—ญ์‚ฌ์ ์ธ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด๊ณผ ๋“ฑ์žฅ์ธ๋ฌผ๋“ค์ด ์กด์žฌํ•˜๊ณ  ํŽ„ ๋ฒ… ํŠน์œ ์˜ ์‹ฌ๋ฆฌ ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌ๊ฐ€ ์ฐธ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ต๋‹ค. 

 

์ฑ…์˜ ํ”„๋กค๋กœ๊ทธ์—์„œ๋Š” ํŒŒ๋ž€ ๋ˆˆ ์™ธ๊ตญ์ธ์˜ ๊ธ€์„ ํ†ตํ•ด ๋“ฃ๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ ์—ญ์‚ฌ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ํŽผ์ณ์ง„๋‹ค. ์‹ ์„ ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ๊ฐ๊ด€์ ์ธ ์‹œ๊ฐ์ด๋‹ค. ์ž‘์ง€๋งŒ ๋ณด์„ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋‚˜๋ผ ํ•œ๊ตญ์„(์ž‘๊ฐ€๋Š” ์ฑ…์—์„œ hanging like a golden fruit์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌ) ๊ตฌํ•œ๋ง ๋‹น์‹œ ์ผ๋ณธ๊ณผ ์ค‘๊ตญ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋Ÿฌ์‹œ์•„๊ฐ€ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋‚˜ ํƒ๋ƒˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ฏธ๋ฆฌ ์ƒ์„ธํžˆ ์ผ๋Ÿฌ๋‘”๋‹ค. ํฅ์„ ๋Œ€์›๊ตฐ ์ถ•์ถœ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด๊ณผ ์ผ๋ณธ์ด ๋ช…์„ฑ์™•ํ›„๋ฅผ ์ž”์ธํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์‹œํ•ดํ–ˆ๋˜ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด, ์„๋ฏธ์‚ฌ๋ณ€์ด ๋น„๊ต์  ์ฑ…์˜ ์ดˆ๋ฐ˜๋ถ€์— ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌ๋ผ ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ๋ชฐ์ž…ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค. 

 

๋ช…์„ฑ์™•ํ›„์˜ ์นœ๊ตฌ์ด์ž ์กฐ์–ธ์ž ์—ญํ• ์„ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊น€์ผํ•œ์„ ์ค‘์‹ฌ์œผ๋กœ ๊น€์ผํ•œ์˜ ์•„๋ฒ„์ง€, ๊น€์ผํ•œ์˜ ๋‘ ์•„๋“ค ์—ฐ์ถ˜๊ณผ ์—ฐํ™˜ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ   ๋‘ ์†์ž๋“ค ์‚ฌ์ƒค์™€ ์–‘์˜ ์ผ๋Œ€๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ํŽผ์ณ์ง€๋Š” ์ด ์†Œ์„ค์€ ํŠนํžˆ ๊น€์ผํ•œ๊ณผ ๋‘ ์•„๋“ค ๊น€์—ฐ์ถ˜, ๊น€์—ฐํ™˜ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์†์ž ์–‘์ด ์–ด๋–ค ์• ๊ตญ์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ  ํ™œ๋™ํ–ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ทธ ๊ฐ€์šด๋ฐ ์–ด๋–ค ํฌ์ƒ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€๊ฐ€ ์ด ์†Œ์„ค์˜ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ์ค„๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋‹ค. 

 

์ž‘๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ์ฑ…์—์„œ ๊น€์ผํ•œ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌํ• ์ˆ˜๋ก ๊ทธ ์ด๋ฆ„ ๋•Œ๋ฌธ์ธ์ง€ ๋…๋ฆฝ์šด๋™๊ฐ€์ด๋ฉด์„œ ๊ธฐ์—…๊ฐ€์˜€๋˜ ์œ ํ•œ์–‘ํ–‰์˜ ์œ ์ผํ•œ(์œ ์ผํ˜•) ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜์ด ๋– ์˜ฌ๋ž๋Š”๋ฐ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋‚˜ ๋‹ค๋ฅผ๊นŒ ํŽ„ ๋ฒ… ์—ฌ์‚ฌ์™€ ์œ ์ผํ•œ์€ ๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์œผ๋กœ ์นœ๋ถ„์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•œ๋‹ค. ์ž‘๊ฐ€๋„ ์ด ์†Œ์„ค์˜ ์ค‘์‹ฌ์ธ๋ฌผ ๊น€์ผํ•œ์„ ์œ ์ผํ•œ๊ณผ์˜ ์ธ์—ฐ์œผ๋กœ ์ง€์€ ์ด๋ฆ„์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ฐํ˜”๋‹ค. ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ฑ…์˜ ๋ง๋ฏธ์— ์–‘๊ณผ ๊ทธ์˜ ์—ฐ์ธ์€ ๋งˆ์น˜ ์œ ์ผํ•œ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜์˜ ๋ถ€๋ถ€๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋Š” ๋“ฏํ•œ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด ๋“ค์–ด ์นœ๊ทผํ–ˆ๋‹ค. 

 

๋‚˜๋Š” ์ž‘๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ๊ฟฐ๋šซ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ํ•œ๊ตญ ์—ญ์‚ฌ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋ฐฉ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์ง€์‹์—๋„ ๋†€๋ž์ง€๋งŒ ์ œ๋ชฉ์„ ์ฑ…์˜ ์ค‘์‹ฌ ๋‚ด์šฉ๊ณผ ๊ฒฐ๋ถ€ ์ง€์–ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ƒ์ง•์  ์˜๋ฏธ๋กœ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด ๋ƒˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๊ฐํƒ„ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ๋‹ค. ์ด ์ฑ…์„ ์ฝ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด๋ผ๋ฉด ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋‚˜ ์ œ๋ชฉ์ด ์˜๋ฏธํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐ”๊ฐ€ ๋‹จ์ˆœํžˆ ๊น€์—ฐ์ถ˜์˜ ๋ณ„๋ช…์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ์ง€๋ฆฌ์  ์—ญ๊ฒฝ์— ๊ตด๋ณตํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ  ๊ทธ ์–ด๋ ค์›€์„ ์ด๊ฒจ๋‚ด๋Š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ์˜ ๋ฏผ์กฑ์„ฑ ์ž์ฒด๋ฅผ ์ƒ์ง•ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ์•Œ์•„์ฐจ๋ฆด ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋‹ค. 

"This, " Yul-chum said, "that if you never see me again, or neIver hear my name again, remember-I am only a hollow reed. Yet if I am broken, hundreds take my place-living reeds!"

 

์—ฌ์ „ํžˆ ์ผ๋ณธ์€ ๋ฐฉ์‚ฌ๋Šฅ์œผ๋กœ ์ค‘๊ตญ์€ ๋ฏธ์„ธ๋จผ์ง€๋กœ ๋Ÿฌ์‹œ์•„๋Š” ๋ฏธ๊ตญ ์„ ๊ฑฐ์— ๊ฐœ์ž…ํ•ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ์˜ฅ์ฃ„๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ํ˜•์ƒ์ด ๊ตฌํ•œ๋ง๊ณผ ํฌ๊ฒŒ ๋‹ค๋ฅผ ๋ฐ” ์—†์ง€๋งŒ ์ง€๊ธˆ์˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋‚˜๋ผ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ ๋‹น์‹œ์™€ ์•„์ฃผ ํฐ ์ฐจ์ด์ ์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜๋Š” ์ง€์‹์ธ๋“ค์˜ ๋ถ€์žฌ์™€ ๋Œ€๋‹ค์ˆ˜ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ๋ฐฅ๊ทธ๋ฆ‡ ์‹ธ์›€๋งŒ ํ•˜๋Š” ์ •์น˜์ธ๋“ค์ด ๋Š˜์–ด๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ํ˜•๊ตญ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ชจ์ง„ ๋ฐ•ํ•ด์—๋„ ๋ถˆ๊ตฌํ•˜๊ณ  ์˜ˆ์ˆ˜์˜ ์ฐธ๋œ ๊ฐ€๋ฅด์นจ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜๋ผ๋ฅผ ์‚ด๋ฆฌ๋ ค๋Š” ๋งˆ์Œ์— ๋…๋ฆฝ์šด๋™์— ๊ฐ€๋‹ดํ–ˆ๋˜ ๊ธฐ๋…๊ต์ธ๋“ค์ด ์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ๋ฐ”์ด๋Ÿฌ์Šค๋ฅผ ํผํŠธ๋ ค ๊ตญ๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ์œ„ํ—˜์— ๋น ํŠธ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์ฃผ๋ฒ”์ค‘ ์ผ๋ถ€๊ฐ€ ๋˜์–ด๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ ์„ ๋“ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒ ๋‹ค. ์•„๋งˆ๋„ ๊ฐœ์‹ ๊ต ์•ˆ์—์„œ๋„ ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ์ƒ์ด ๋ณ€์งˆ ๋œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์˜ ํ–‰์œ„์ผ๊ฑฐ๋ผ ์ถ”์ธก๋œ๋‹ค.

 

ํ˜„์žฌ ์ข…๊ต์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋‚˜์˜ ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ๊ทธ๋Œ€๋กœ ๋ฌ˜์‚ฌ๋œ ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ์žˆ์–ด์„œ ์ฑ…์„ ์ฝ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ ๊นœ์ง ๋†€๋ž๋‹ค. ๋‹ค์Œ์€ ๊น€์ผํ•œ์˜ ์†์ž ์–‘์ด ๋งํ•œ ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด๋‹ค.

I believe in God, " Liang said quietly. " Where there is law as there is in the natural world, there must be a law-giver. Yet I do not believe, as Christian do, that we can be saved by a passive acceptance of God. We must save ourselves by doing what is godlike and we will become godlike."

ํŽ„๋ฒ… ์—ฌ์‚ฌ์˜ ๋ถ€๋ชจ๋‹˜์€ ํ‰์ƒ ์ค‘๊ตญ์—์„œ ๊ธฐ๋…๊ต ์„ ๊ต์‚ฌ ์‹ ๋ถ„์œผ๋กœ ์‚ถ์„ ์‚ฌ์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ ์ž‘๊ฐ€๋Š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋Œ€์‚ฌ๋ฅผ ์“ธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์„๊นŒ? ๊ทธ๋…€์˜ ์—ด๋ฆฐ ๋งˆ์Œ์— ๋†€๋ผ์› ๋‹ค. 

 

๋‚˜๋Š” ์ฑ…์„ ์ฝ๋Š” ๋‚ด๋‚ด '์–‘'์˜ ์บ๋ฆญํ„ฐ์— ์ง‘์ค‘ํ–ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ทธ์˜ ์–ธํ–‰๊ณผ ์‚ฌ๊ณ ๋Š” ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ง€ํ–ฅํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ถ์˜ ํƒœ๋„์™€ ๋งŽ์ด ๋‹ฎ์•„์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ณผ์—ฐ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ด ์ƒ์„ ๋งˆ๊ฐํ•˜๊ธฐ ์ „๊นŒ์ง€ ์‹ค์ฒœ ๊ฐ€๋Šฅํ•œ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ธ์ง€ ์žฅ๋‹ดํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์œผ๋‚˜ ์–ธ์  ๊ฐ€๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๋Š˜ ๋งˆ์Œ์— ํ’ˆ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ์ด ์žˆ๋‹ค. 

"Nothing in hidden from the mind and the spirit that dwell in Nirvana. The absence of suffering, of pain, of passion, of temptation itself, is the result of already kniowing and therefore understanding, aware of all that exists in this eternity which we call time."
"In Nirvana there is neither Buddhist nor any other division. These classifications are not needed when we reach the state of total awareness and total understanding. Go in peace. "

์ฑ…์˜ ์ดˆ๋ฐ˜๋ถ€์— ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๋งค๋ฃŒ์‹œ์ผฐ๋˜ ์ž‘๊ฐ€์˜ ํ‘œํ˜„์„ ๋งˆ์ง€๋ง‰์œผ๋กœ ๊ธ€์„ ๋งˆ๋ฌด๋ฆฌํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•œ๋‹ค. ํŽ„๋ฒ…์ด ์ˆ˜์‹ญ ๋…„ ๋™์•ˆ ์ค‘๊ตญ์— ์‚ด๋ฉด์„œ ์•„์‹œ์•„์˜ ๋ฌธํ™”์™€ ์ •์„œ๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋ฏธ๊ตญ์ธ์˜ ์ •์„œ์—์„œ๋Š” ์‰ฝ๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์˜ฌ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ธ€์ด ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ๋‹ค.

"The wind has no hands but it shakes all the trees. The moon has no feet but it travels across the sky."

๊ธด ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๊ฐœ์ธ์ ์ธ ์˜๊ฒฌ์•ˆ์— ์ถ•์•ฝ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋‹ด์•˜๋‹ค. ์ƒ, ํ•˜๊ถŒ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜๋‰œ ๋ฒˆ์—ญ๋ณธ์ด ์กด์žฌํ•˜๋‹ˆ ๋งŽ์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ์ฏค์€ ์ฝ์–ด๋ดค์œผ๋ฉด ํ•˜๊ณ  ๋ฐ”๋ž€๋‹ค. 

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